June 6th, 2010 | Posted by Kaci Starr
If you did not know my birthday is on June 29th! I will be turning 25 yrs old…I can’t believe it! I usually don’t make to much of a big deal about my birthday, I used to just party and get fucked up to celebrate. Well I’m getting older, and no longer party. So I wanted to find something fun to do that doesn’t involve partying. It’s interesting when I put something out there, it usually comes to me pretty fast. I was trying to think of something new and adventurous to do, when my mom called and left a voicemail telling me about a mountain experience for young women. I’ve been wanting to do a seminar through this self empowerment/life coaching organization that my mom worked for, but it’s super expensive. They basically teach you how to let go of things from the past so you can be successful in your future. They do all kinds of different retreats year long for men, women, teens and even children as young as 6. I got an offer for a full scholarship to a retreat from June 27th-July 3rd, which is over my birthday!!! I couldn’t pass it up, this is just what I’ve needed. They are also doing a part of the course they don’t offer very often, which is like a passage to adulthood as a woman. I will be with about 15 other girls from all over from the ages of 18-24. I think this is very important because our youth just doesn’t have that in our culture, one of our major problems as a society. I couldn’t have planned it better! Not only is it over my birthday, it’s in Colorado in the mountains, which is my element!!!! I’ll be staying at a YMCA in the mountains for about six days with limited cell phone coverage, so I will pretty much be out of touch with you guys and the world!!! It will be hard, but totally worth it. We will be doing several outdoor activities such as rafting, hiking, zip lining, archery, and much much more!!! I’m super excited for the rafting and archery:) I will try and take lots of photos to share, but won’t be able to be on webcam or anything online for those 6 days. I hope you won’t miss me too much!! It will be an amazing life experience, and it will allow me to be successful in life, and everything it brings my way. I’ve been kind of depressed with dealing with life as a porn star, and the hardships of having diabetes, so it will be nice to put some things behind me. I think this is the best birthday present I could ever give my self!!!! It sure will be a birthday adventure:)